I have always been emotional and kinda liked writing some very melancholic things. I probably got the impression that this is the way life is. And maybe this is the way life will be. Just me, crying over small things that i felt like real drama, while having my eyes closed.
I was seeing the bad things in life, like being single and never finding the perfect guy. I did not see or maybe I did not want to see what a great life I was having. Travelling to many countries, having very good friends, having the best family I ever could have had and many more. But this was never enough for me. I was craving for that true love of my life, my prince on white horse, the savior of the princess who has everything but is blind.
And then it just happened. And not even now, after 8 months of relationship, I do not truly understand how it happened. We met, we talked, we felt comfortable around each other and then we met again and again. And now I cannot see how my life would look like without him. We sometimes talk about the beginning and we see that everything came so smoothly and we never had to force anything.
But things just happened, when I was focusing on my life, on myself, on my happiness and did not let anything make me at least a bit sad. I realized that I have to enjoy my life the way it is and make the best of it. And now, I have everything. I am graduating university next week, I have my dream job that I wanted for more than 2 years, I have some holidays abroad booked and i have him, with me everyday.
So this showed me that I should just be happy with how my life is, see the good part in it and at some point, everything will happen the way it should. Not earlier, not later than it has to.